I wasn't starving, I had almost no cravings and I was not tired from the calorie restriction. I survived and survived quite well. I exercised everyday but Sunday and I was not sore or dreading it. I changed it up between running, Pilates, swimming and Just dance 3 with the kids. Speaking of Just Dance, this is a game that gives you false confidence in your dancing ability. I feel like Beyonce but probably look like Elaine from Seinfeld.Our family went to Cedar point Monday and Tuesday and it was a good feeling to know I had walked almost 8 miles a day and did not feel the urge to binge on crap food.
I have been asked what my weight goal is and I felt odd thinking about it for the first time as I really don't have one. There is not a magic number I am hoping to see, a pair of jeans I want to wear or a highly age inappropriate dress I want to slink into. My goal may or may not be realistic but its the only one I can think of is I want a thigh gap. I know some believe this is reserved for a 12-17 year old but I desperately seek one. I will expand upon why I want a thigh gap in a future post in more detail. This may be a fantasy and I will come to terms if I start realizing this is out of the question but I really am going to try damn hard to get it. My other goal includes getting back to this.
 |
| Add caption |
THIS is after 2 kids so it is possible.
Current weight- 158.7
Total loss so far- 5pounds roughly
You look amazing in that picture, but you are just as beautiful now as you were then. If you figure out how to get that thigh gap, let me know...I want one too!
ReplyDeleteIf my journey is the result of a thigh gap then by God I will be shouting to the world how it happened and exactly what it takes.Thank you for your positive words it really means a lot.
ReplyDelete